Why?

Why didn't anyone tell me about all the things that happen? I exposed myself, if someone had spoken to me i would have acted in secret. I would have behaved better. My family gave me second chances to continue living with my mother. We had family meetings at the hospitals and they allowed me to continue living with my mother but I kept acting like an idiot. Someone told me that everything in life has a purpose. Now I live in a house in the suburbs away from everything and everyone and that is good for my work. Where I live now when I go out I don't see too many people outside and it is very quiet, now I just hear the birds singing. Here I finished reading the whole bible and The Bhagavad Gita.