Saturday, February 28, 2026

Demona

"If I had my youth again, I would still fight to protect my kind."



Monday, February 23, 2026

Use absence

A guy said in a video that he stays to himself and that people see him as a problem. I went through that with my family. I used to stay at home in peace using my computer without bothering anyone and my family used to harass me. I almost went to prison because of one of my cousins. One of the laws of the book the 48 laws of power says to use absence to gain respect and honor. A man wrote that he had to leave for others to start respecting him. A woman said in a video to keep your distance for others to respect you. When I was always available being too good and helping others I went through a lot. I used to think that treating them good was going to change the way they used to treat me but I was wrong. The best solution I found to the problems I kept having with others was to keep my distance from them. I began to keep my distance after I read psalm one. By keeping the distance problems are avoided. Keep your distance and don't feel hatred, be happy. The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic, idealistic. 

Being "too nice" or a people-pleaser often leads to being taken advantage of, exploited, or treated as a doormat rather than receiving love and respect. This occurs when kindness is mistaken for weakness, causing others to take without gratitude. To avoid this, it is essential to establish firm boundaries, prioritize self-care, and practice authentic kindness rather than passive people-pleasing. 

Sunday, February 22, 2026

Saturday, February 14, 2026

Therapy

Comedy therapy is the use of humor and laughter to improve mental, emotional, and even physical well-being. It’s not about being silly all the time — it’s about using laughter as medicine.

Open minded

When you are open minded you learn more and enjoy more things in life. 

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

non-attachment

When I was transferred from my first apartment to another apartment I left a blender, a computer, my pots and a big fan. When I was transferred from that apartment to a house I left for my roommate a heater, my smart TV and my blender. At the house I live now I already bought another blender, I will buy a 32" smart monitor which is a computer itself, a futon bed and a small table for my bedroom to use the smart monitor and I will buy other things I need. Buddhism is great, it teaches you not to depend so much on external things to be happy and to find happiness internally. 

Tuesday, February 10, 2026

El culo

                  La cabeza metida en el culo.

Sunday, February 8, 2026

Spiritual person

I am a spiritual person who believes in peace. 

Create your own reality

You want to live in a reality of total chaos or you want to live in a reality of peace and happiness? It all depends on your actions and your mindset.

Materialism

You don't need a lot of material things to live or to be happy. From Buddhism and philosophy I learned to live happy with little. I also learned about minimalism, that's when you live with only what's necessary. I use my money to buy only what's necessary.

The seeds of joy

Thich Nhat Hanh taught that the mind is a garden, and to live a happy life, one must consciously plant and water the "seeds" of joy, mindfulness, and compassion, while not allowing negative seeds of anger or fear to be watered. Nurturing these positive, innate seeds transforms daily experiences and brings immediate peace, as described in his teachings on mindful, conscious living. 

New Atlantis

I don't travel outside The United States. I love The United States and I feel happy here. 

I feel free being single

I am happier being single. Being single I am able to buy nice things for myself. If I were married and had more children I wouldn't be able to do that. I will buy a smart monitor next for myself and I will buy a futon bed to put it in my room to use the smart monitor which is a computer itself. I've been living a good life for many years being single. 

Saturday, February 7, 2026

Little Buddha Movie

The book of Eli

No wonder they call it the good book

Cartoon series

In the Batman cartoon series Batman speaks in other languages and that motivated me to learn other languages. In the superheroes cartoon series Brainiac speaks in a different language and that motivated me to learn other languages. I try to learn other languages but my memory is very bad. A therapist told me that my memory is bad because I'm not so young anymore. She also said to me that that's a learning disability. 

Thursday, February 5, 2026

Alone

"It is better to be alone than in bad company." George Washington

Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Likewise, two people lying close together can keep each other warm. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

I like being alone and I enjoy my own company. I stay in my room alone most of the time but I am not completely alone, I live with two roommates. I also stay in touch with people I can count on in case I have an emergency and I
need help.

Legumes

 

50 years

I will be 50 years old and I look younger than 50 years old. I am a Vegan, I drink a lot of water, I do stretching and other exercises. If you consume plant based protein and legumes you don't have to eat meat. I live a clean lifestyle.

My cyber friend

Pessimism: A tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable or to take the gloomiest possible view.

My cyber friend sees everything as something bad and he doesn't enjoy anything that's why he feels like he lives in a prison. 

Don't light candles or incense

Candles cause fires and incense causes cancer. You can listen to spiritual music at your home. 

Wednesday, February 4, 2026

Something

If something happens to you try to find a solution to it and don't feel down about it. 

They

When I needed them the most they turned against me including my mother. They will die without seeing me again. 

Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Some people

There are people who don't listen. I like to make others happy but what about my happiness?

My favorite meal

My favorite meal is chickpeas with lentils and avocado. It's a vegetarian meal and it helps you poop.

Veganism

I was born a vegetarian. I don't remember how I ended up eating meat. I didn't even eat fish.

Amazon

Why spend my money on drugs and alcohol when I can use it to buy nice things from Amazon at an affordable price that are brought to my home? I know someone who spends most of his money on alcohol and cigarettes. I use my money to buy only the things I need. I spend my money on food, clothes, shoes, electronics,  medicine, on what's necessary.

Thursday, January 29, 2026

Infinite wisdom

Infinite means never-ending, boundless, or having no limit.

Wisdom is the ability to use knowledge, experience, and understanding to make good judgments and live well. You gain wisdom with knowledge and experience. 

You can grow deep wisdom by:

Reading books (philosophy, science, psychology, sociology)

Observing people and society without judging

Reflecting alone 

Learning from mistakes without letting them destroy you

Tuesday, January 27, 2026

Tyson

I read that the medications caused me to have moobs and I don't talk like a girl, I talk like a kid, the way Tyson speaks but society is very sick and judgemental. I was married and have two kids. I also had girlfriends. When I was a kid I had two light skin Dominican girlfriends, one of them is blond and has blue eyes, her name is Sarah. I like white women. There are women who are attracted to me. I don't have a girlfriend because I chose not to. I could even have had African american girlfriends but I chose not to.

Purpose

I have a lot of purpose. Making the world a better place gives me a lot of purpose and ideas. 

Monday, January 26, 2026

Heaven on Earth

"Suffering is only one face of life. Life has another face. The face of wonder. If we can see that face of life we will have happiness, peace and joy." Buddha 

"Because we imprison ourselves in our suffering we lose the ability to experience the wonders of life." Buddha 

"Freedom isn't a destination. It's a state of mind." Zen proverb 

"Heaven is a state of mind."

"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven." John Milton

You can experience heaven on Earth, I do. You can make your life fun and interesting. 

You don’t need to eat meat

Rom_14:17 For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.

You do not need to eat meat if you consume plant based protein and legumes.

Chickpeas and plant-based protein powders can give you the protein your body needs.

Chickpeas provide:

Protein

Fiber

Iron

Vitamins and minerals

Plant-based protein powder provides:

Concentrated protein (like pea, soy, rice, or blends)

When meat is NOT necessary

You don’t need meat if you:

Eat enough protein (chickpeas, lentils, beans, tofu, shakes)

Eat different plant foods (vegetables, grains, nuts, seeds)

Take a multivitamin or eat varied foods

If you don’t eat meat, you can:

Take a multivitamin with B12

Eat fortified foods (cereal, plant milk)

Chickpeas are healthy but they are moderate in carbs. They are fine in controlled portions.

You have to eat nine different Species of plants at every meal daily to rack up the amount of protein needed to match what you would get from meat.

Saturday, January 24, 2026

Psychiatric medications

Having lack of energy ruined my life. Psychiatric medications make you hungry and cause you to have lack of energy. That's why I gained a lot of weight. 

Thursday, January 22, 2026

Distance

From ChatGpt: 

“Keep your distance from harmful people or situations, and don’t let hatred grow inside you. Protect yourself peacefully, without letting anger or resentment take over.”

Sunday, January 18, 2026

Money

A black girl asked me for 50 cents and I gave her a dollar instead. After that she kept asking me for money. I used to give her a dollar every time she asked me. I told her not to tell anyone that I was giving her money, she told other people in the community and they started asking me for money also. One day when I took the elevator a young black guy tried to rob me. I don't know if it was because she told other people in the community that I used to give her money. 


There are several moments where Jesus tells someone not to tell others about a miracle, yet they do it anyway. This is often called the “Messianic Secret.”
One clear example
In Mark 1:40–45, Jesus heals a man with leprosy and says:
“See that you say nothing to anyone.”
But the man goes out and tells everyone, spreading the news so widely that Jesus can no longer enter towns openly.

Toxic culture

Toxic culture is a social environment where harmful behaviors are not only present but actively encouraged, protected, or rewarded, making it difficult or unsafe for individuals to remain healthy, honest, or peaceful.

Negative culture

Negative culture refers to a set of shared values, beliefs, norms, and behaviors within a group or society that consistently produce harmful outcomes for individuals and the community.

Friday, January 16, 2026

Create your own reality

"Life is a sandwich make it a good one."


That could have been me

Shot by the police

I could have gotten shot by the police because of my family.

Say what?!!!!!!

War over water?!!!!!!

There was a significant water dispute between the Sakyas and Koliyas over the Rohini River during the Buddha's life, which he famously intervened to stop, preventing a bloody war by appearing between the armies and preaching peace, highlighting that life is more valuable than water. The conflict escalated from a quarrel between farmers over irrigation water during a drought to armies mobilizing, but the Buddha's presence and discourse on the worthlessness of conflict over such a small resource resolved the crisis, leading to shared water channels and peace. 

                      More war over water 

The War over Water, also known as the Battle over Water, was a series of confrontations between Israel and its Arab neighbors from November 1964 to May 1967 over control of water sources in the Jordan River drainage basin.

Thursday, January 15, 2026

New Atlantis

 

Atlantis

Atlanteans are often depicted in spiritual and esoteric traditions as highly spiritual beings, especially during their Golden Age, possessing psychic powers and deep connection to nature, but later becoming overly reliant on technology, leading to their downfall, with beliefs centered on a supreme being (like Poseidon) or universal life force.