"The cause of all pain and suffering is ignorance." Buddha
Celibate: A person who abstains from having sex. The word celibate sounds like the word celebrate.
A Bible I read a long time ago clearly says, "the woman is a trap." When I was married and I used to work I used to give my ex wife 100 dollars, 150 dollars or 200 dollars weekly. What do you think would have happened if I had not gotten married and had not had children and would have invested all that money instead of giving it to my ex wife weekly? I don't see my children and I had to pay child support, so what was the point of getting married and have children? Wasting money? I didn't picture myself getting married and having children, I saw myself succeeding. Getting married and having children is not succeeding. In a marriage you spend many years wasting money, you might not see it that way but that's what happens. When me and my ex wife were boyfriend and girlfriend she used to ask me to marry her and I always said no to her. I ended up saying yes to her because of the way my mother treated me one day. I blame the teachings of Jesus and my family for all the things I went through. My mother used to gamble all the money, as soon as she got money she used to gamble it and then lose it. She used to borrow money to gamble it and then lose it. She stopped gambling only because she has diabetes and her vision got bad. If her vision had not gotten bad she would have continued gambling all the money. I learned a lot of the things I know by myself and luckily we have internet. Instead of protecting me, guiding me and helping me my family used to judge me and used to treat me badly.

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