Investing

"The cause of all pain and suffering is ignorance." Buddha 

Celibate: A person who abstains from having sex. The word celibate sounds like the word celebrate.

When I was married and I used to work I used to give my ex wife 100 dollars, 150 dollars or 200 dollars weekly. What do you think would have happened if I had not gotten married and had not had children and would have invested all that money instead of giving it to my ex wife? I don't even see my children and I had to pay child support, so what was the point of getting married and have children? Wasting money? I didn't picture myself getting married and having children, I saw myself succeeding. Slavery has many faces, getting married and having children is not succeeding, it is slavery, it is a trap that is impossible to escape unless you run away and abandon your family like a lot of men have done. In a marriage you spend years wasting money, you might not see it that way but that's what happens. When me and my ex wife were boyfriend and girlfriend she used to ask me to marry her and I always said no to her. I ended up saying yes to her because of the way my mother treated me one day. The man who lived in a trailer all his life invested his money and became a millionaire. I blame the teachings of Jesus and my family for all the things I went through. My mother used to gamble all the money, as soon as she got money she used to gamble it and lose it. She even used to borrow money to gamble it and then lose it. She was a slave to gambling. Like I said, slavery has many faces. She stopped gambling only because she has diabetes and her vision got bad. If her vision had not gotten bad she would have continued gambling all the money. I learned a lot of the things I know by myself and luckily we have internet. Instead of protecting me, guiding me and helping me my family used to judge me and used to treat me badly. After they treated me badly for years my sister wanted me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. If she had done that to somebody else he would have killed her a long time ago. Why didn't my sister give one of her kidneys to my mother?