Another thing

Another thing that happened was that they created a falls image of me. The best thing to do is avoid those people. They used to use me to benefit themselves and used to treat me badly. If it were somebody else he would have killed them a long time ago. 

I am a free man

I've been single for many years and I will continue living this way. I won't give up my freedom. I only have to pay rent, my phone, a credit card and I'm done paying child support. After I finish paying my credit card I will be debt free. 

The truth

The truth is that I am disappointed with the world. I've socialized, I got married, I've traveled, I lived my life but things are not how I expected them to be. 

Yahoo Answers

Someone said to me many years ago on yahoo answers, "whenever I come up with something to say I keep my mouth shut instead, be prepared for people to not notice you as much." And what I do is keep my distance from people. By keeping the distance problems are avoided. There are people who think you are stupid, they try to take advantage of you and treat you badly when you treat them good. My family members are that way also. My family is a dysfunctional family. Because of people like my family there is still segregation in this country. 

Turning the other cheek is dangerous

I've always been interested in living a pure, spiritual life, a life without sins. I was judged and lead astray when I was younger because of the way I was. Turning the other cheek means not doing anything when you are harmed. Due to turning the other cheek I didn't defend myself when I was attacked and I should have. At least I should have used my voice to defend myself but I never did. I should have told the people who used to attack me and harass me how I wanted to live my life not the way they wanted me to live my life but I was young and inexperienced. I used to turn the other cheek on practically everything instead of defending myself. 

 

The right path

I was always judged because of the way I am then when I got older I realized that I've always been on the right path. I don't go out to do what is wrong, I try to do what is right and live in harmony with others. I was always there when others needed me. When I was younger and I was lead astray a lot of the things I was told to do were dangerous and don't make sense to me. 

My brother in law

My brother in law has spent his life working to support my sister and their children, to pay a mortgage, to make car payments, to pay credit cards and other things. He has spent his life in debt and he will continue living that way until he dies. He fell into a trap when he married my sister. We are programmed to fall into a trap, get a girlfriend, get married and have children then spend our whole lives in debt but we are not taught how to get ourselves out of poverty. Some people including my family members don't understand and don't want to accept that there are people who prefer to be single that's one of the reasons I avoid my family and other people. Being single and celibate is very beneficial. I didn't keep my distance before because I used to believe in Jesus. I stopped believing in Jesus and now I keep my distance and I live happier this way. The best thing to do is avoid their asses. 

Nikola tesla

Nikola Tesla never married and did not have any known romantic relationships. He believed that celibacy was necessary for his scientific work and that intimacy would interfere with his focus and creativity. While he did not marry, he did form close platonic relationships with some individuals, including a pigeon he considered his "wife."

Enya

Enya lives alone in a castle she owns in Ireland. She purchased Manderley Castle in 1997 and has resided there ever since. She is known for her reclusive lifestyle and has never married or had children, according to Woman's World. 

Enya's castle is located near Dublin, and she reportedly lives there with her cats. She has spoken about valuing her privacy and has largely avoided public appearances, preferring to focus on her music. 

While she is known for her reclusive nature, she has also mentioned that she does go out occasionally and sometimes gets recognized. She has also spoken about her appreciation for her fans' understanding of her desire for privacy, says MSN. 

 

One of the biggest traps

Don't fall into the trap 

 

 

The system sucks

During the winter I usually buy enough of the things I need to not go out when it is extremely cold outside. One day when it was extremely cold I had to go out, I don't remember why I had to go out that day and I saw people outside in the extremely cold weather selling stuff in order to survive and this government wastes the country's money on wars instead of using the money to help the people who live here. 

Single

A single life is a good life. Being single and celibate have a lot of benefits and it is liberating. I've seen stories online about women who got pregnant by their lovers and then used their husbands as the fathers of the children of their lovers. A lot of men found out with a DNA test that they were not the biological fathers of their children. Men also have feelings. Imagine how it would feel like when a man finds out that he is not the biological father of his children.

Investing

"The cause of all pain and suffering is ignorance." Buddha 

Celibate: A person who abstains from having sex. The word celibate sounds like the word celebrate.

When I was married and I used to work I used to give my ex wife 100 dollars, 150 dollars or 200 dollars weekly. What do you think would have happened if I had not gotten married and had not had children and would have invested all that money instead of giving it to my ex wife? I don't even see my children and I had to pay child support, so what was the point of getting married and have children? Wasting money? I didn't picture myself getting married and having children, I saw myself succeeding. Slavery has many faces, getting married and having children is not succeeding, it is slavery, it is a trap that is impossible to escape unless you run away and abandon your family like a lot of men have done. In a marriage you spend years wasting money, you might not see it that way but that's what happens. When me and my ex wife were boyfriend and girlfriend she used to ask me to marry her and I always said no to her. I ended up saying yes to her because of the way my mother treated me one day. The man who lived in a trailer all his life invested his money and became a millionaire. I blame the teachings of Jesus and my family for all the things I went through. My mother used to gamble all the money, as soon as she got money she used to gamble it and lose it. She even used to borrow money to gamble it and then lose it. She was a slave to gambling. Like I said, slavery has many faces. She stopped gambling only because she has diabetes and her vision got bad. If her vision had not gotten bad she would have continued gambling all the money. I learned a lot of the things I know by myself and luckily we have internet. Instead of protecting me, guiding me and helping me my family used to judge me and used to treat me badly. After they treated me badly for years my sister wanted me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. If she had done that to somebody else he would have killed her a long time ago. Why didn't my sister give one of her kidneys to my mother? 

Family

I grew up in a family that has been judging me all my life instead of guiding me and helping me that's one of the reasons I got married at a young age with the wrong person and ended up living with a roommate who has a lot of mental health problems. 

El toto

 Le mamo el toto. 

Distance

By keeping the distance problems are avoided. If I had learned that before I would have prevented a lot of things from happening in my life. I didn't keep my distance before because I used to believe in Jesus. It seems Christianity is doing more evil than good.

 

Ungrateful

All my life I helped them even financially and they talk about me as I were the worst. I see why there is still segregation in this country.

 

Stop attacking me

Whoever you are you have been attacking me for too long. You also posted strange pictures on my Instagram account for me to see them. I think you also were the one who messed up my YouTube videos.

 

When a person does something is for a reason

The roommate I had used to tell me about problems he kept having with people when he went out. I avoid people to avoid problems. I am not a child, I am an adult and I know what I'm doing. I worked with people for like ten years or more and I know that they are capable of causing harm. I also have had a lot of bad experiences with people including my family members and a lot of other Dominicans. People from other countries say that Americans are stupid and I've been seeing why for many years since I opened my eyes. They don't want to live clean and an NYCHA social worker told me to stop complaining because housing will never be clean, that's for you to see how stupid Americans are. Instead of looking for a way to make housing clean they ignore the problem. 

 

 

Mental Dimensions

I feel like I live in another dimension. I feel like I have reached a higher level of consciousness.

Evil

There are people who have to be hated for being so evil, the teachings of Jesus are unrealistic. I was lead astray when I was younger, a lot of things happened because of that and luckily I'm still alive. I could have died when I was younger because I was lead astray.

 

Never stop reading

I like to read about things that teach and that influence society. Reading has made me a better person. 

The right path

Always follow the right path, don't kill, don't steal, don't harm others, be kind to yourself, think of other ways you can follow the right path. 

This world is unreal

"Life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping." Oscar wilde 

My sister in law took my nephews to puerto rico when they were children, they bought rabbits, they gave the rabbits to the children to play with them then they killed the rabbits infront of the children, they cooked them and fed them to the children. We saw it in a video. A person I chatted with told me that she ate her pet rabbits and she told me that that's the circle of life. This world seems unreal to me and luckily I escaped alive from the dangers I faced in life and I'm always cautious. 

People

Oh my, people I used to help and who used to use me to benefit themselves including my family members don't want to see me succeed, they want to see me suffering and struggling or dead.

Archangel Michael

There is a lot of evil in the world that has to be combated.

In religious tradition, Archangel Michael is known for his role as a warrior, protector, and leader of heavenly forces. He is considered the leader of the Army of God and is often depicted as fighting against evil and the devil. He also plays a role in guiding souls to heaven and protecting the church. 

The Bible

I define The Bible as a book of stories with teachings. 

How happiness affects you

 Feeling happy has powerful effects on your body, mind, and overall life. Here's what it can do for you:

🧠 Mental & Emotional Effects

Reduces stress: Happiness lowers levels of cortisol (the stress hormone), helping you feel calm.

Improves resilience: You handle problems better, without getting overwhelmed.

Sharpens focus and memory: A happy mind is clearer and more alert.

Lowers anxiety and depression: Positive emotions help counter negative thought patterns.

💪 Physical Effects

Boosts immune system: You’re less likely to get sick when you're often in a good mood.

Lowers blood pressure: A calm, content state supports heart health.

Reduces pain: Happiness can trigger endorphins—your body’s natural painkillers.

Improves sleep: Feeling good during the day helps you sleep better at night.

🧬 Long-Term Benefits

You live longer: Studies show that happy people often have longer lifespans.

You attract better experiences: Happiness improves your decision-making, relationships, and productivity.

You’re more motivated: When you're happy, you're more likely to take care of yourself and reach your goals.

🕊️ Personal Insight (based on what you've shared)

Since you've said you enjoy being alone in peace and like uplifting content, your happiness might:

Deepen your sense of inner peace.

Help you stay centered, even when others act negatively.

Strengthen your desire to protect your peace and avoid harmful situations.

I'm not myself

Romans 7:19: For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do this I keep on doing.