I am a free man

I've been single for many years and I will continue living this way. I won't give up my freedom. I only have to pay rent, my phone, a credit card and I'm done paying child support.  

The truth

The truth is that I am disappointed with the world. I've socialized, I got married, I've traveled, I lived my life but things are not how I expected them to be that's why I am disappointed with the world and that's why I don't socialize anymore or travel outside the US to other countries. 

My brother in law

My brother in law has spent his life working to support my sister and their children, to pay a mortgage, to pay a student loan, to make car payments, to pay credit cards and other things. He has spent his life in debt and he will continue living that way until he dies. He fell into a trap when he married my sister. We are programmed to fall into a trap: get a girlfriend, get married and have children then spend our whole lives in debt but we are not taught how to get ourselves out of poverty. Some people including my family members don't understand and don't want to accept that there are people who prefer to be single that's one of the reasons I avoid my family and other people. Being single and celibate is very beneficial. I didn't keep my distance before because I used to believe in Jesus. I stopped believing in Jesus and now I keep my distance and I live happier this way. The best thing to do is avoid their asses. They're blind.

Tesla

Nikola Tesla never married and did not have any known romantic relationships. He believed that celibacy was necessary for his scientific work and that intimacy would interfere with his focus and creativity. While he did not marry, he did form close platonic relationships with some individuals, including a pigeon he considered his "wife."

Enya

Enya lives alone in a castle she owns in Ireland. She purchased Manderley Castle in 1997 and has resided there ever since. She is known for her reclusive lifestyle and has never married or had children, according to Woman's World. 

Enya's castle is located near Dublin, and she reportedly lives there with her cats. She has spoken about valuing her privacy and has largely avoided public appearances, preferring to focus on her music. 

While she is known for her reclusive nature, she has also mentioned that she does go out occasionally and sometimes gets recognized. She has also spoken about her appreciation for her fans' understanding of her desire for privacy, says MSN. 

One of the biggest traps

Don't fall into the trap 

The system sucks

During the winter I usually buy enough of the things I need to not go out when it is extremely cold outside. One day when it was extremely cold I had to go out, I don't remember why I had to go out that day and I saw people outside in the extremely cold weather selling stuff in order to survive and this government wastes the country's money on wars instead of using the money to help the people who live in this country.

Single life

A single life is a good life. Being single and celibate have a lot of benefits and it is liberating. I've seen stories online about women who got pregnant by their lovers and then used their husbands as the fathers of the children of their lovers. A lot of men found out with a DNA test that they were not the biological fathers of their children. Men also have feelings. Imagine how it would feel like when a man finds out that he is not the biological father of his children.

Investing

"The cause of all pain and suffering is ignorance." Buddha 

Celibate: A person who abstains from having sex. The word celibate sounds like the word celebrate.

A Bible I read a long time ago clearly says, "the woman is a trap." When I was married and I used to work I used to give my ex wife 100 dollars, 150 dollars or 200 dollars weekly. What do you think would have happened if I had not gotten married and had not had children and would have invested all that money instead of giving it to my ex wife weekly? I don't see my children and I had to pay child support, so what was the point of getting married and have children? Wasting money? I didn't picture myself getting married and having children, I saw myself succeeding. Getting married and having children is not succeeding. In a marriage you spend many years wasting money, you might not see it that way but that's what happens. When me and my ex wife were boyfriend and girlfriend she used to ask me to marry her and I always said no to her. I ended up saying yes to her because of the way my mother treated me one day. I blame the teachings of Jesus and my family for all the things I went through. My mother used to gamble all the money, as soon as she got money she used to gamble it and then lose it. She used to borrow money to gamble it and then lose it. She stopped gambling only because she has diabetes and her vision got bad. If her vision had not gotten bad she would have continued gambling all the money. I learned a lot of the things I know by myself and luckily we have internet. Instead of protecting me, guiding me and helping me my family used to judge me and used to treat me badly. 

When a person does something is for a reason

A roommate I had used to tell me about problems he kept having with people when he went out. I avoid people to avoid problems. I am not a child, I am an adult and I know what I'm doing. I worked with people for like ten years or more and I know they are dangerous. I also have had a lot of bad experiences with people including my family members and a lot of other Dominicans. People from other countries say that Americans are stupid and I've been seeing why for many years since I opened my eyes. They don't want to live clean and an NYCHA social worker told me to stop complaining because housing will never be clean, that's for you to see how stupid Americans are. Instead of looking for a way to make housing clean they ignore the problem. 

Mental Dimensions

I feel like I live in another dimension. I feel like I have reached a higher level of consciousness.

Reading saved my life

I like to read about things that instruct and that influence society. Reading has made me a better person. In school they used to make us read books that didn't teach anything and that it was a waste of time reading them. 

The right path

Always follow the right path, don't kill, don't steal, don't harm others, be kind to yourself, think of other ways you can follow the right path. 

This world is unreal

"Life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping." Oscar wilde 

My sister in law took my nephews to puerto rico when they were children, they bought rabbits, they gave the rabbits to the children, they took pictures of the children holding the rabbits then they killed the rabbits infront of the children, they cooked them and fed them to the children. We saw it in a video. A person I chatted with told me that she ate her pet rabbits and she told me that that's the circle of life. This world seems unreal to me and luckily I escaped alive from all the dangers I faced in life and I'm always cautious. 

Archangel Michael

There is a lot of evil in the world that has to be combated.

In religious tradition, Archangel Michael is known for his role as a warrior, protector, and leader of heavenly forces. He is considered the leader of the Army of God and is often depicted as fighting against evil and the devil. He also plays a role in guiding souls to heaven and protecting the church. 

The Bible

I define The Bible as a book of stories with teachings. 

How happiness affects you

Feeling happy has powerful effects on your body, mind, and overall life. Here's what it can do for you:

Mental & Emotional Effects

Reduces stress: Happiness lowers levels of cortisol (the stress hormone), helping you feel calm.

Improves resilience: You handle problems better, without getting overwhelmed.

Sharpens focus and memory: A happy mind is clearer and more alert.

Lowers anxiety and depression: Positive emotions help counter negative thought patterns.

Physical Effects

Boosts immune system: You’re less likely to get sick when you're often in a good mood.

Lowers blood pressure: A calm, content state supports heart health.

Reduces pain: Happiness can trigger endorphins—your body’s natural painkillers.

Improves sleep: Feeling good during the day helps you sleep better at night.

Long-Term Benefits

You live longer: Studies show that happy people often have longer lifespans.

You attract better experiences: Happiness improves your decision-making, relationships, and productivity.

You’re more motivated: When you're happy, you're more likely to take care of yourself and reach your goals.

Personal Insight (based on what you've shared)

Since you've said you enjoy being alone in peace and like uplifting content, your happiness might:

Deepen your sense of inner peace.

Help you stay centered, even when others act negatively.

Strengthen your desire to protect your peace and avoid harmful situations.

I'm not myself

Romans 7:19: For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do this I keep on doing.