Monday, June 30, 2025

Another thing

Another thing that happened was that they created a falls image of me. The best thing to do is avoid those people. They used to use me to benefit themselves and used to treat me badly. If it were somebody else he would have killed them a long time ago. 

Sunday, June 29, 2025

I am a free man

I've been single for many years and I will continue living this way. I won't give up my freedom. I only have to pay rent, my phone, a credit card and I'm done paying child support. After I finish paying my credit card I will be debt free. 

Saturday, June 28, 2025

The truth

The truth is that I am disappointed with the world. I've socialized, I got married, I've traveled, I lived my life but things are not how I expected them to be. 

Yahoo Answers

Someone said to me many years ago on yahoo answers, "whenever I come up with something to say I keep my mouth shut instead, be prepared for people to not notice you as much." And what I do is keep my distance from people. By keeping the distance problems are avoided. There are people who think you are stupid, they try to take advantage of you and treat you badly when you treat them good. My family members are that way also. My family is a dysfunctional family. Because of people like my family there is still segregation in this country. 

Turning the other cheek is dangerous

I've always been interested in living a pure, spiritual life, a life without sins. I was judged and lead astray when I was younger because of the way I was. Turning the other cheek means not doing anything when you are harmed. Due to turning the other cheek I didn't defend myself when I was attacked and I should have. At least I should have used my voice to defend myself but I never did. I should have told the people who used to attack me and harass me how I wanted to live my life not the way they wanted me to live my life but I was young and inexperienced. I used to turn the other cheek on practically everything instead of defending myself. 

Friday, June 27, 2025


 

The right path

I was always judged because of the way I am then when I got older I realized that I've always been on the right path. I don't go out to do what is wrong, I try to do what is right and live in harmony with others. I was always there when others needed me. When I was younger and I was lead astray a lot of the things I was told to do were dangerous and don't make sense to me. 



Wednesday, June 25, 2025

My brother in law

My brother in law has spent his life working to support my sister and their children, to pay a mortgage, to make car payments, to pay credit cards and other things. He has spent his life in debt and he will continue living that way until he dies. He fell into a trap when he married my sister. We are programmed to fall into a trap, get a girlfriend, get married and have children then spend our whole lives in debt but we are not taught how to get ourselves out of poverty. Some people including my family members don't understand and don't want to accept that there are people who prefer to be single that's one of the reasons I avoid my family and other people. Being single and celibate is very beneficial. I didn't keep my distance before because I used to believe in Jesus. I stopped believing in Jesus and now I keep my distance and I live happier this way. The best thing to do is avoid their asses. 

Nikola tesla

Nikola Tesla never married and did not have any known romantic relationshipsHe believed that celibacy was necessary for his scientific work and that intimacy would interfere with his focus and creativity. While he did not marry, he did form close platonic relationships with some individuals, including a pigeon he considered his "wife."

Enya

Enya lives alone in a castle she owns in Ireland. She purchased Manderley Castle in 1997 and has resided there ever since. She is known for her reclusive lifestyle and has never married or had children, according to Woman's World. 
Enya's castle is located near Dublin, and she reportedly lives there with her cats. She has spoken about valuing her privacy and has largely avoided public appearances, preferring to focus on her music. 
While she is known for her reclusive nature, she has also mentioned that she does go out occasionally and sometimes gets recognized. She has also spoken about her appreciation for her fans' understanding of her desire for privacy, says MSN. 



 

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

One of the biggest traps


Don't fall into the trap 


 

 

The system sucks

During the winter I usually buy enough of the things I need to not go out when it is extremely cold outside. One day when it was extremely cold I had to go out, I don't remember why I had to go out that day and I saw people outside in the extremely cold weather selling stuff in order to survive and this government wastes the country's money on wars instead of using the money to help the people who live here. 

Single

A single life is a good life. Being single and celibate have a lot of benefits and it is liberating. I've seen stories online about women who got pregnant by their lovers and then used their husbands as the fathers of the children of their lovers. A lot of men found out with a DNA test that they were not the biological fathers of their children. Men also have feelings. Imagine how it would feel like when a man finds out that he is not the biological father of his children.


Investing

"The cause of all pain and suffering is ignorance." Buddha 

Celibate: A person who abstains from having sex. The word celibate sounds like the word celebrate.

When I was married and I used to work I used to give my ex wife 100 dollars, 150 dollars or 200 dollars weekly. What do you think would have happened if I had not gotten married and had not had children and would have invested all that money instead of giving it to my ex wife? I don't even see my children and I had to pay child support, so what was the point of getting married and have children? Wasting money? I didn't picture myself getting married and having children, I saw myself succeeding. Slavery has many faces, getting married and having children is not succeeding, it is slavery, it is a trap that is impossible to escape unless you run away and abandon your family like a lot of men have done. In a marriage you spend years wasting money, you might not see it that way but that's what happens. When me and my ex wife were boyfriend and girlfriend she used to ask me to marry her and I always said no to her. I ended up saying yes to her because of the way my mother treated me one day. The man who lived in a trailer all his life invested his money and became a millionaire. I blame the teachings of Jesus and my family for all the things I went through. My mother used to gamble all the money, as soon as she got money she used to gamble it and lose it. She even used to borrow money to gamble it and then lose it. She was a slave to gambling. Like I said, slavery has many faces. She stopped gambling only because she has diabetes and her vision got bad. If her vision had not gotten bad she would have continued gambling all the money. I learned a lot of the things I know by myself and luckily we have internet. Instead of protecting me, guiding me and helping me my family used to judge me and used to treat me badly. After they treated me badly for years my sister wanted me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. Why didn't my sister give one of her kidneys to my mother?



Monday, June 23, 2025

Family

I grew up in a family that has been judging me all my life instead of guiding me and helping me that's one of the reasons I got married at a young age with the wrong person and ended up living with a roommate who has a lot of mental health problems. 

El toto

 Le mamo el toto. 



Sunday, June 22, 2025

Distance

By keeping the distance problems are avoided. If I had learned that before I would have prevented a lot of things from happening in my life. I didn't keep my distance before because I used to believe in Jesus. It seems Christianity is doing more evil than good.

Saturday, June 21, 2025


 

Ungrateful

All my life I helped them even financially and they talk about me as I were the worst. I see why there is still segregation in this country.




 

Stop attacking me

Whoever you are you have been attacking me for too long. You also posted strange pictures on my Instagram account for me to see them. I think you also were the one who messed up my YouTube videos.


 

When a person does something is for a reason

The roommate I had used to tell me about problems he kept having with people when he went out. I avoid people to avoid problems. I am not a child, I am an adult and I know what I'm doing. I worked with people for like ten years or more and I know that they are capable of causing harm. I also have had a lot of bad experiences with people including my family members and a lot of other Dominicans. People from other countries say that Americans are stupid and I've been seeing why for many years since I opened my eyes. They don't want to live clean and an NYCHA social worker told me to stop complaining because housing will never be clean, that's for you to see how stupid Americans are. Instead of looking for a way to make housing clean they ignore the problem. 


 

Thursday, June 19, 2025

Mental Dimensions

I feel like I live in another dimension. I feel like I have reached a higher level of consciousness.


Evil

There are people who have to be hated for being so evil, the teachings of Jesus are unrealistic. I was lead astray when I was younger, a lot of things happened because of that and luckily I'm still alive. I could have died when I was younger because I was lead astray.


 

Never stop reading

I like to read about things that teach and that influence society. Reading has made me a better person. 




The right path

Always follow the right path, don't kill, don't steal, don't harm others, be kind to yourself, think of other ways you can follow the right path. 

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

This world is unreal

"Life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping." Oscar wilde 

My sister in law took my nephews to puerto rico when they were children, they bought rabbits, they gave the rabbits to the children to play with them then they killed the rabbits infront of the children, they cooked them and fed them to the children. We saw it in a video. A person I chatted with told me that she ate her pet rabbits and she told me that that's the circle of life. This world seems unreal to me and luckily I escaped alive from the dangers I faced in life and I'm always cautious. 


Monday, June 16, 2025

People

Oh my, people I used to help and who used to use me to benefit themselves including my family members don't want to see me succeed, they want to see me suffering and struggling or dead.



Saturday, June 14, 2025

Archangel Michael

There is a lot of evil in the world that has to be combated.

In religious tradition, Archangel Michael is known for his role as a warrior, protector, and leader of heavenly forces. He is considered the leader of the Army of God and is often depicted as fighting against evil and the devil. He also plays a role in guiding souls to heaven and protecting the church. 



Thursday, June 12, 2025

The Bible

I define The Bible as a book of stories with teachings. 



Wednesday, June 11, 2025

How happiness affects you

 Feeling happy has powerful effects on your body, mind, and overall life. Here's what it can do for you:


🧠 Mental & Emotional Effects


Reduces stress: Happiness lowers levels of cortisol (the stress hormone), helping you feel calm.


Improves resilience: You handle problems better, without getting overwhelmed.


Sharpens focus and memory: A happy mind is clearer and more alert.


Lowers anxiety and depression: Positive emotions help counter negative thought patterns.



💪 Physical Effects


Boosts immune system: You’re less likely to get sick when you're often in a good mood.


Lowers blood pressure: A calm, content state supports heart health.


Reduces pain: Happiness can trigger endorphins—your body’s natural painkillers.


Improves sleep: Feeling good during the day helps you sleep better at night.



🧬 Long-Term Benefits


You live longer: Studies show that happy people often have longer lifespans.


You attract better experiences: Happiness improves your decision-making, relationships, and productivity.


You’re more motivated: When you're happy, you're more likely to take care of yourself and reach your goals.



🕊️ Personal Insight (based on what you've shared)


Since you've said you enjoy being alone in peace and like uplifting content, your happiness might:


Deepen your sense of inner peace.


Help you stay centered, even when others act negatively.


Strengthen your desire to protect your peace and avoid harmful situations.

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

I'm not myself

Romans 7:19: For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do this I keep on doing.





Saturday, May 31, 2025

Make your life happy

To make your life happy means to live in a way that brings you a deep, lasting sense of contentment, peace, and well-being. It’s not about constant excitement or avoiding all problems—real happiness is more quiet and steady. It comes from knowing what matters to you and shaping your life around those things.

Feel proud of yourself

To feel proud of yourself means to genuinely recognize and appreciate something you’ve done, the way you've handled something, or the person you’ve become. It’s a quiet, inner feeling of respect and satisfaction that comes from living in alignment with your own values, effort, or growth—regardless of whether anyone else notices or praises you.

Make your life interesting

To make your life interesting means to create a life that feels meaningful, engaging, and enjoyable to you. It's not about impressing others or constantly chasing excitement—it's about living in a way that keeps you curious, fulfilled, and connected to what matters most to you.

Thursday, May 29, 2025

Lexy Panterra

Lexy Panterra has not gotten pregnant and she became a millionaire. My cousin got pregnant,  she doesn't like to work, she used to start problems with me, I almost went to prison because of her and she used to ask me for money. I avoid her, I stopped talking to her and she wants to start talking to me again as if nothing happened. I blame the teachings of Jesus for a lot of the things I went through. I see why there is still segregation in this country. I was young and inexperienced, the teachings of Jesus are promoted a lot and I didn't know any other way to deal with people. I was always too busy and stressed to learn about other ways to deal with people. Another way I learned to deal with people is to keep my distance from them. If I had learned that before I would have prevented a lot of things from happening to me. We are taught to socialize, to get a girlfriend, get married and have children but there are a lot of people who have to be avoided and there are women with whom it is better to not have a relationship with. When I used to work at the auto shop I met some African men who told me that they fuck in Africa and that they don't fuck here, I see why they do that. It is better to stay single in this country because having a family to support here when you are poor is a struggle and there are women here who are problematic and can get you into trouble, I went through that for being too good. There are people who have to be avoided and not talk to them at all. Love one another my ass, love your enemies my ass, do good to those who hate you my ass, turn the other cheek my ass. The best thing to do is keep the distance. 

Jenna Ortega

When Jenna Ortega was a child her mother used to take her to auditions, today Jenna Ortega is rich and famous worldwide and my family taught the children of the family to disrespect me. 

Monday, May 26, 2025

The strong

The strong must protect the weak. 

The idea that "the strong protect the weak" is a common theme in various contexts, often presented as a moral or natural law. It suggests that those with greater strength, whether physical, social, or intellectual, have a responsibility or obligation to safeguard those who are vulnerable or less capable. This principle is seen as beneficial for both the strong and the weak, fostering harmony and balance, and potentially leading to the weak becoming stronger themselves. 

Friday, May 23, 2025

Walking

After walking for a few minutes every step is a struggle due to my weight. Before I used to workout at home for pleasure and I don't feel like doing that anymore. 

Good things


"Because we imprison ourselves in our suffering we lose the ability to experience the wonders of life." Buddha 

I've been living a nightmare for many years but I try to focus on the good things about my life and the good things about life and that makes me happy. And compared to the things that happen to others I'm not really suffering. All my needs are met, I live a good life and my life would be better if I went out to fun places. 

The Poor Tithe

The poor tithe, also known as the third tithe or the Levite tithe, is a religious practice in Judaism and Christianity where a tenth of one's harvest or income is set aside to be given to the poor, needy, and strangers. It's a way to provide for the less fortunate and is part of a larger system of tithing and giving to support the community and temple.

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

The Inner World

 An "inner world" refers to the subjective, internal realm of a person's thoughts, feelings, memories, beliefs, and perceptions, essentially encompassing their unique mental landscape shaped by their experiences and shaping how they interact with the external world; it's the private space where one's emotions, values, and self-image reside. 

"Don't let the external world affect your inner world" means to maintain a sense of inner stability and peace, regardless of what is happening around you in your environment or the actions of others; essentially, not allowing outside influences to significantly disrupt your emotions, thoughts, and overall well-being. 

I finished reading the whole bible

Spirituality has always been my calling since I  was very young before I was an adult but I was lead astray. Garbage was put into my head by other people including my family members and I deviated from the spiritual path, that's when problems started. I don't blame myself for a lot of the things that happened, I blame them because they put garbage into my head. I didn't drink or danced and they used to harass me, judge me and used to call me names because of the way I was. They will die without seeing me again. My uncle's wife already died without seeing me again. She joined the others and turned against me also without a reason. 

Happy moments create happy memories

"The mind can be a refuge."

"My Brain is the key that sets me free.”  Harry Houdini.

"When I am experiencing a difficult feeling, I often choose to bring to mind a beautiful, positive memory to comfort me and water the seeds of hope in my consciousness." Thich nhat hanh 

Fill your mind with uplifting information and when you want to improve your mood remember the uplifting information. 




Monday, May 19, 2025

Bad things

Due to seeing so many bad things happening to people I've been thinking that it is better to stay safe at home and practically do nothing. I've seen videos of people who went out to live life to the fullest and lost their lives. A family went on a helicopter ride, the helicopter crashed and the family was killed. Apart from that a lot of other things happen to people. It is better to stay safe at home and practically do nothing. I rather be alive in my home than to be dead and in my home I have a good time. One of the best things in life is to stay at home in peace doing what you like and to take a siesta after eating lunch with the ac on. I live a good life and my life would be better if I went out to fun places but if you go out go to places where you will be safe. 

Sunday, May 18, 2025

Hygienic

My roommate is not hygienic, he doesn't shower, he doesn't wash his hands, he's always coughing, he keeps a cat in his room, he's always touching the cat, I saw a cat licking his fingers, he's always putting his fingers in his nose, he's a dirty person and he wants to be touching my food. He's a drug addict bum. How would you feel if a drug addict bum were touching your food? Those are the kinds of people this program assigns to live with you. In most places outside gloves are used to prepare people's food. Is pizza dough made with gloves? 

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

Watching

Watching me to judge me instead of helping me. I also grew up in a family that used to judge me instead of guiding me. I could have died in the past because they didn't guide me, luckily I didn't die. I grew up in a family where even my mother was against me, they have had something against me since I was a kid. No matter what I did they were always against me. I tried to do everything right and I was good to them. I was always there for them whenever they needed me and they were always against me. Even my ex wife joined them and turned against me also. I'm almost 50 years old and my cousin refuses to respect me. I see why some people kill others and I see why there is still segregation in this country. When I used to believe in Jesus I saw one of my cousins on Facebook and I contacted her to help her. I sent her a tablet and I used to send her money. She met a guy, she moved with him to Germany and her visa expired. When her visa expired and she went back to my country she didn't have money to buy food, she asked me to send her money and I did and now she hates me for some reason. But I won't let that bring me down. People write online saying that there are people who start hating others without a reason. I stopped believing in Jesus and now I keep my distance and I live happier this way. The guy my cousin moved to Germany with told her after her visa expired that if she leaves to not count on him.

Saturday, May 10, 2025

Positive thoughts

Positive thoughts create positive emotions which lead to positive actions. 



Wednesday, May 7, 2025

Happy

There is information about getting happy or being happy and my cyber friend gets information about being in prison. He says that he lives in a prison and he gets information about being in prison. Free yourself and choose to be happy. 

"Freedom isn't a destination. It's a state of mind." Zen proverb

"The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion." Albert Camus

Things more pleasurable than sex

While sexual experiences are undeniably pleasurable, many people find a wide range of other activities to be equally or even more fulfilling. These include things like spending time with loved ones, pursuing hobbies, engaging in physical activity, experiencing creative endeavors, and enjoying sensory experiences like good food, music, or nature. The key is finding activities that trigger the release of endorphins and serotonin, leading to a sense of well-being and happiness.


What’s more pleasurable than sex can vary widely from person to person, depending on values, experiences, and desires. Here are some things many people find more deeply satisfying or pleasurable:

Inner peace and emotional balance – A calm, contented mind can bring long-lasting satisfaction that no physical experience matches.

Deep connection and love – Emotional intimacy, feeling truly understood and accepted, often brings more joy than physical intimacy alone.

Creative flow – Getting lost in art, writing, music, or any creative expression can feel transcendent.

Helping others – Acts of kindness or making a difference in someone’s life can provide profound fulfillment.

Spiritual experiences – Moments of spiritual insight or connection with something greater than oneself can be deeply moving.

Parenting joys – Watching your children grow, succeed, or simply laugh can be intensely joyful.

Nature and solitude – Being alone in nature, feeling its beauty and stillness, can bring deep pleasure and renewal.

Achieving personal goals – Reaching a milestone after hard work—like completing a project, mastering a skill, or overcoming a fear—can feel even more rewarding than physical pleasure.

Wednesday, April 30, 2025

The Bible

The Bible says to be holy, to be wise, to be righteous, to live in peace with everyone, that sin leads to death and that wisdom gives life.

Happy

I do what works for me to be happy and to stay out of trouble. I always remember the quotes about happiness I have and other uplifting things. Staying to myself and the knowledge I know about living in peace keep me out of trouble. I live a good life and my life would be better if I went out to fun places. 

Monday, April 28, 2025

Universal teachings

"Universal teachings" usually refer to ideas, principles, or wisdom that are shared across many cultures, religions, and philosophies — things that almost everyone, everywhere, agrees are valuable for a good life or a good society.

Friday, April 25, 2025

Life

If I had known before the things I know now I wouldn't have children. There is too much suffering and life is a struggle, why bring children into this world? 

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

The mind can be a refuge

Fill your mind with uplifting information and when you want to improve your mood access the information you have in your mind. I memorized quotes about happiness and other uplifting things. I always remember them and I am always happy. I'm a comedy lover, funny scenes about the comedy I watch come to my mind and I start laughing. Laughing is good for your health. "Laughter is the best medicine."

Access consciousness refers to the awareness of information in our minds that can be accessed and utilized for various cognitive tasks, such as decision-making, reasoning, and communication.




Enlightened

Buddhism is the path to enlightment, the word enlightened means knowledgeable, I want to be knowledgeable, enlightened. To become enlightened educate yourself and learn more about life and the world.

Tuesday, April 22, 2025

Action

Evil thoughts lead to evil feelings and evil actions. 

The mind can be a shelter

The idea that the mind can be a refuge suggests that inner mental states can provide a sanctuary or safe haven, especially when faced with challenges or difficulties in the outside world. 

Put positive information into your mind. Positive thoughts create positive emotions which lead to positive actions. 

Books

Words are used on TV just as in books that's one of the reasons I don't see anything wrong with watching TV. To me watching a movie is like reading a book and movies are made out of books. Movies make books come alive. 

Friday, April 18, 2025

Jesus

They try to take advantage of you because they know that you believe in Jesus. My roommate thinks that I believe in Jesus and he wants to use me to feed him. He was expecting me to feed him because he thinks that I believe in Jesus. He knows what he's doing. I saw malice in him.

Thursday, April 17, 2025

Everything

I tried everything to get along with them and after reading psalm 1 and doing some thinking I realized that the best thing to do is avoid those people. 

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

He doesn't want to spend money on food

He likes to eat cheese but doesn't like to buy it. I asked him why he doesn't buy cheese and he didn't say anything. He's always asking me to let him use my phone and I asked him why he doesn't get a phone. The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic. 

Monday, April 14, 2025

Evil family

If I had a better family I would have been wealthy but my family members are evil, they used to use me to benefit themselves and don't want to see me succeed, they want to see me suffering and struggling

Saturday, April 12, 2025

Roommate

One of my roommates says that the other roommate should have been an abortion and I agree. He's a burden. 

Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Enjoy yourself

You can live a holy life and enjoy your life. You don't have to be a monk to live a holy life. Be happy your own way. 

Saturday, March 29, 2025

Social workers

In the United States there are all kinds of social workers to help people. In the Dominican Republic if something happens to you you are on your own and they let you die.

Choose your own path

 


My sister wants to see me dead

I wanted to join the army and my sister  encouraged me to do it. I asked her if it was a good idea for me to become a boxer and she told me that if I like it to go ahead and do it and she knows that boxers get killed in the ring. They know about a lot of other things but they didn't share them with me for me to fail. My mother needed a kidney and my sister tried to use me for me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. I heard that my sister's father killed a woman, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. My sister's son and daughter are as evil as my sister and her husband. I told my niece to stay away from my children. When I was younger and I used to live with my mother my asthma pumps and my medicaid somehow always went missing. I remember getting asthma attacks and I couldn't find my asthma pumps when that happened, I don't know which one of them was trying to kill me. When I was younger I used to ask my sister for advice and she always gave me wrong advice. I kept telling her how my ex wife is and she never told me to keep my distance from her, she told me that she could be a good wife. There was a time in my life that I had to deal with so many things that I couldn't think clear that's why I kept asking my sister for advice. They will die without seeing me again. My uncle's wife died recently without seeing me again and I don't care that she died. She joined the others and turned against me also. Another thing that happened to me due to having so many things to deal with was that I never thought about becoming a US citizen, luckily my mother did the paper work for us to become citizens and I became a US citizen. 

Friday, March 28, 2025

Blinded by love

The phrase ``blind in love'' refers to how people can become so infatuated or emotionally involved with someone that they overlook flaws or negative aspects of the relationship or the person. Several psychological and biological factors contribute to this phenomenon.

6 years

I spent 6 years going up the stairs with a heavy backpack to the fourth floor because there is no elevator in the building where I used to live and I weigh more than 400 pounds. Not everyone can do that. I'm not a lazy person and I consider myself strong. I believe we have to keep moving forward no matter how hard life gets. 

Study people

First study people before allowing them into your life. 

Toxic positivity

They always want you to be positive but the truth has to be told.

Thursday, March 27, 2025

New roommate

"Life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping." Oscar wilde 

I was transferred to a new residence. One of the roommates wants to rely on me. Before I moved here how did he support himself? Why does he want to rely on me now? It seems he uses his money to buy drugs and wants to use me to feed him and he knows what he's doing. The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic. My new roommate doesn't improve his life and he wants to rely on me. 

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

This is for you to learn about life and people

My sister, my cousin and a "friend" I had studied psychology in college, they knew I needed psychiatric help and they didn't tell me anything so I wouldn't get ssi and my sister and my cousin used to use me to benefit themselves. I suffered and went through a lot for many years and I didn't know what was wrong with me. I couldn't take what was happening to me, luckily I thought about seeing a doctor. When I told a female doctor how I was feeling I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and social phobia. Apart from those problems I had other psychological problems. Imagine a person going through all that without treatment. There are people who can't take it anymore and commit suicide. 

Unrealistic

The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic, there are people who are parasites. 

The bad

I have been told to be positive but I also like to see the bad side of life to protect myself from it.

Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Fucking family

"Apparently staying to yourself and not bothering people bothers people."

My new roommates stay most of the time in their rooms and that doesn't bother me, why did it used to bother my family when I used to stay in my room in my mother's house without bothering anyone? They will die without seeing me again. 

Sunday, March 23, 2025

Possible

Is it possible that some people don't realize when they are doing something wrong? 

Freedom

Yes I feel free. I have the freedom to do whatever I want as long as it is good and I have the freedom to go wherever I want to, I don't live in a prison, I am free. 

Monday, March 10, 2025

Indoor activities

Chatting, exercising, listening to music, watching movies and series, reading 

Savages

When I was in high school a computer teacher used to share quotes with the class daily. Quotes have to be shared with students in this country daily like that teacher used to do. That will help them be better human beings and stop them from acting like savages. 

Sunday, February 23, 2025

American trap

I call the american dream the american trap because you get yourself into debt all your life trying to accomplish the american dream. 

Friday, February 14, 2025

Trap

We are programmed to fall into a trap, get a girlfriend, get married and have children, then spend our whole lives in debt and pay bills then get old and die and the same thing will happen to our children. We are not taught how to get ourselves out of poverty. 

Wednesday, February 12, 2025

More Advanced

We could be more advanced but we are being held back, why? To keep us enslaved buying and paying. We could have a better life with better technology. 

Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Remember

You don't have to know everything to take action, change your reality and make your dreams come true. 

Thursday, February 6, 2025

Someone has to fix this mess

If you apply for a job sometimes you don't get hired for many reasons including your skin color or where you are from. If you get a job you get treated badly and sometimes discriminated. If you get government benefits you get judged, people also get jealous and they try to destroy you. Oscar wilde was right when he said that life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping. Someone has to fix this mess.

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

Be happy your own way

There are different ways to live and everyone is happy their own way. Someone said to me many years ago "what makes you happy doesn't make others happy, that's a scientific fact." Everyone is happy their own way. 

Saturday, February 1, 2025

Music

My black roommate and a cyber friend i have act as if i am obligated to listen to black music. My black roommate wants me to like black women, black children, black music, black movies, black series, black everything. Am i obligated?

Thursday, January 30, 2025

There are people who don't like to live in peace

You can live your life without causing problems, without starting problems. I've come across people who don't want to live in peace. There is no need to start problems with others. Just live your life in peace.

Friday, January 24, 2025

Inner peace

I'll ask my mother if she prefers for me to be at home in peace or to go out, get into trouble and get locked up in prison. I found inner peace since I was very young, due to having inner peace I prefer to stay at home, I don't need to do a lot of things to be happy. My mother was one of the people who used to judge me because I always stayed at home, now she sees that it is better to stay at home in peace. A lot of things have been happening and she knows that.

Life in debt

A lot of people here spend their lives in debt. People work to end up paying what they make for things that should be free to make someone else richer. People work just to pay. My brother in law is the perfect example of that, he has spent his life working to support my sister and their children, to make car payments, to pay a mortgage, to pay credit cards, to pay a student loan. He has spent his life in debt. That's not the right way to live. I've been trying to get in touch with my children to tell them how things are to prevent them from falling into the trap.



Wednesday, January 22, 2025

Peace

I find peace being by myself. I go out but i speak with people outside only when it is necessary. I rarely talk to people outside. When I used to live in another community i was active and I used to go out a lot but I used to do everything alone. I was even a gym member and I spoke with people at the gym only when it was necessary. There are people who are problematic and the best thing to do is not talk to them at all.

Tuesday, January 21, 2025

Monetary slavery

I don't see working as slavery, we need each other to survive and i see working as providing a service but we are enslaved to the monetary system. The things that are sold to us are designed to break to keep us buying more or  spending more. That is one way we are enslaved. People work to end up paying what they make for things that should be free. In the soviet union life was better than in the united states and a lot of other countries.

Sunday, January 19, 2025

White people

I have been keeping my distance from them for many years, even when I used to live with my mother i kept my distance from them. They don't dislike me because I have done anything wrong to them. They dislike me because I like white people. My black roommate wants me to like black women, black children, black music, black series, black movies, black everything. Everything he shows me or shares with me is black stuff. 

Thursday, January 16, 2025

Stupid people

There are stupid people working in government offices. I'm not surprised if there are stupid people working in the white house. 

Monday, January 13, 2025

Problems

I am aware that problems happen in life and that problems could happen to me. When i face problems in life i solve them and i don't let them affect me in a negative way. I get on with my life.

Live a holy life

I learned from the new testament that sin leads to death and that wisdom brings joy, to live in peace with everyone, to live a holy life and that holiness gives life. You don't have to be a monk to live a holy life. You can learn more about living a holy life on ChatGPT.



Sunday, January 12, 2025

Angry

They like to make others angry. My mother is that way, my roommate is that way. I've seen videos of people saying that others provoke them. My roommate kept provoking me and I complained to the case worker about it. My roommate is a troublemaker who doesn't want to live in peace. He acts one way then tells the case worker something different. I see why there is still segregation in this country. Another thing they do is that they do wrong to you and when you defend yourself they call the police on you. 

Sunday, January 5, 2025


 

Cognitive behavioral therapy

"The more solid our spiritual body becomes, the happier we will be and the more we are able to help those around us be happier and suffer less. We all need a spiritual dimension in our life."

"The prevailing body of research consistently indicates that maintaining a faith or belief system generally contributes positively to mental well-being."

The more spiritual you are the happier you will be.

That’s a perspective many find true. Spirituality often brings a deeper sense of purpose, inner peace, and connection, which can lead to lasting happiness. It allows you to look inward, focus on what truly matters, and detach from the chaos of the external world. For some, this journey brings a profound joy that material things or fleeting pleasures cannot provide.





Saturday, January 4, 2025

Don't let anything bother you

"Don't take things personally."

"You will continue to suffer if you have an emotional reaction to everything that is said to you. True power is sitting back and observing things with logic. True power is restraint. If words control you that means everyone else can control you. Breathe and allow things to pass." Bruce Lee

"Happiness is a state of mind. It's just according to the way you look at things." Walt Disney

“It's not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters” Epictetus

"Don't let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace." Dalai Lama

"Don't let the outer world affect your inner world."

"Don't let the world break you."

"Don't let anything bother your peace of mind" means to actively protect your mental calmness and serenity by not allowing external factors or situations to disrupt your inner peace; essentially, try to stay composed and not let things upset you easily.

Friday, January 3, 2025

 "Test everything, hold fast to what is good." 1 Thessalonians 5:21



Why is it that some people don't like to live in peace?

Trouble maker: a person who habitually causes difficulty or problems.

Another reason I avoid people and talk to them outside only when it is necessary is because there are people who are trouble makers and don't like to live in peace. There are people who like to provoke others. I see why there is still segregation in this country. My blog was suspended, it seems these people want to hide the truth.

Thursday, January 2, 2025

The root cause

A root cause is the fundamental reason why something happened, and is the underlying issue that needs to be addressed to prevent the problem from recurring.



 

Stay where you are safe

"Stay where you are safe" means to remain in a place or situation where you feel protected and not at risk, essentially advising someone to not move or change their current location if it is considered the safest option for them at that time. 

Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Problem-Cause-Solution

Problem-Cause-Solution framework means:

1. Identify the Problem – Understand what the issue is.

2. Find the Cause – Determine why the problem is happening by analyzing contributing factors.

3. Look for a Solution – Develop a plan or action to resolve the issue effectively.


 


 

Reading

I always take some time to read. I read one chapter of a book then I read a chapter of another book. I also read the Bible. I read one chapter of an old testament book then one chapter of a new testament book. I read the Bible at a website and I use the Kindle app to read books. It is better for me to read with my phone. After I finish reading I enjoy doing other things. 

Quotes and words

Become a quote and a word lover and you will see how cool that is. You can receive the word of the day from different online dictionaries on your email. I have a long list of words and a lot of other things I have to memorize.