The past

The past

Learn from the past but don't live in the past. 

It means you should take lessons from your past experiences—whether good or bad—but not get stuck there emotionally or mentally. Dwelling on regrets, mistakes, or even past successes can hold you back from living fully in the present. Instead, you use the past as a teacher, then focus on moving forward.

The government

This government has to be careful with what they allow certain people to study in college. My sister used what she learned about psychology in college against me. She tried to use me for me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. She said to me over the phone when my mother needed a kidney, "why don't you give mom one of your kidneys? Even Casi said that she would give her one of her kidneys." Why didn't my sister give my mother one of her kidneys? She also did something to my niece and my nephew that made them hate me. 

Enjoying life

I had to enjoy my life according to them but I had to do it the way they wanted me to. You can enjoy your life without drinking alcohol, going out clubbing and being corrupted. 

God

"Inner god" refers to the concept that each person contains an aspect of the Divine, or a source of essential divinity, within themselves.

Older brother

My mother had another son, he died when he was a child and my older brother said to me that it should have been me who should have died. 

Teachers

Many teachers in history taught others how to live but there are different ways to live or different paths in life. "Every man has his own path." I follow my own path in life. I enjoy my own company, I live happy being by myself. 

Turning the other cheek

When I used to believe in Jesus and I used to turn the other cheek sometimes i didn't even use my voice to defend myself, I used to stay quiet. Don't act violently, use your voice to defend yourself and make people understand. 

Peace in the heart

"Peace in the heart" refers to an inner state of calmness, contentment, and spiritual well-being, often independent of external circumstances. Cultivating this peace involves practices like mindfulness, meditation, cultivating self-love, practicing gratitude, living in the present moment, and nurturing spiritual connection. For many, it also involves trusting in a higher power, allowing for relaxation of the mind and spirit even in difficult times.  

Memorization

When a bad experience I had in the past comes to my mind I remember the uplifting information I memorized and I don't feel bad about the past.

Girls

I could have had a lot of girls but dealing with so many problems I wasn't thinking clear and I wasn't really focused on having sex. I've been focused on finding a solution to the problems that keep happening in the world. All the things that keep happening in the world get to me. 

Goodbye forever

I used to treat them good hoping that they would treat me better but they don't change, they have had something against  me since I was a kid, no matter what I did they were always against me and they used to use me to benefit themselves.

Emotional regulation

Sensitive: Easily hurt, upset, or offended.

"Don't take things personally."

"The art of knowing is knowing what to ignore." Rumi 

One of the reasons I spent years in a depressive state was because I used to feel bad about everything. I used to let everything bother me or put me down. 

Voice in my head

I hear a voice in my head of an old white man saying, "let's put that behind us."

To "let's put that behind us" means to agree to stop thinking about, worrying about, or being upset by an unpleasant past event or experience and instead focus on the future. It's a way to move forward from negativity and make plans for what comes next. 

Universal teachings

Universal teachings: Similar teachings in different religions.

Cleopatra

To my understanding according to this information Cleopatra used to entertain herself educating herself. 

Depression

I was in a depressive state for many years because of them then they turned against me because I had depression. First they caused my depression then they turned against me because I had depression. 

These fucking people

I'm glad there is still segregation in this country and I hope they reduce the population like they are planning.

Be clean

Be clean, be hygienic. Keep your body and your environment clean. 

Children

Why bring children into a world where there is so much suffering?