Social workers

In the United States there are all kinds of social workers to help people. In the Dominican Republic if something happens to you you are on your own and they let you die.

Choose your own path

 

My sister wants to see me dead

I wanted to join the army and my sister  encouraged me to do it. I asked her if it was a good idea for me to become a boxer and she told me that if I like it to go ahead and do it and she knows that boxers get killed in the ring. They know about a lot of other things but they didn't share them with me for me to fail. My mother needed a kidney and my sister tried to use me for me to give one of my kidneys to my mother. I heard that my sister's father killed a woman, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. My sister's son and daughter are as evil as my sister and her husband. I told my niece to stay away from my children. When I was younger and I used to live with my mother my asthma pumps and my medicaid somehow always went missing. I remember getting asthma attacks and I couldn't find my asthma pumps when that happened, I don't know which one of them was trying to kill me. When I was younger I used to ask my sister for advice and she always gave me wrong advice. I kept telling her how my ex wife is and she never told me to keep my distance from her, she told me that she could be a good wife. There was a time in my life that I had to deal with so many things that I couldn't think clear that's why I kept asking my sister for advice. They will die without seeing me again. My uncle's wife died recently without seeing me again and I don't care that she died. She joined the others and turned against me also. Another thing that happened to me due to having so many things to deal with was that I never thought about becoming a US citizen, luckily my mother did the paper work for us to become citizens and I became a US citizen. 

Blinded by love

The phrase ``blind in love'' refers to how people can become so infatuated or emotionally involved with someone that they overlook flaws or negative aspects of the relationship or the person. Several psychological and biological factors contribute to this phenomenon.

6 years

I spent 6 years going up the stairs with a heavy backpack to the fourth floor because there is no elevator in the building where I used to live and I weigh more than 400 pounds. Not everyone can do that. I'm not a lazy person and I consider myself strong. I believe we have to keep moving forward no matter how hard life gets. 

Study people

First study people before allowing them into your life. 

Toxic positivity

They always want you to be positive but the truth has to be told.

New roommate

"Life is a nightmare that prevents one from sleeping." Oscar wilde 

I was transferred to a new residence. One of the roommates wants to rely on me. Before I moved here how did he support himself? Why does he want to rely on me now? It seems he uses his money to buy drugs and wants to use me to feed him and he knows what he's doing. The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic. My new roommate doesn't improve his life and he wants to rely on me. 

This is for you to learn about life and people

My sister, my cousin and a "friend" I had studied psychology in college, they knew I needed psychiatric help and they didn't tell me anything so I wouldn't get ssi and my sister and my cousin used to use me to benefit themselves. I suffered and went through a lot for many years and I didn't know what was wrong with me. I couldn't take what was happening to me, luckily I thought about seeing a doctor. When I told a female doctor how I was feeling I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and social phobia. Apart from those problems I had other psychological problems. Imagine a person going through all that without treatment. There are people who can't take it anymore and commit suicide. 

Unrealistic

The teachings of Jesus are unrealistic, there are people who are parasites. 

The bad

I have been told to be positive but I also like to see the bad side of life to protect myself from it.

Fucking family

"Apparently staying to yourself and not bothering people bothers people."

My new roommates stay most of the time in their rooms and that doesn't bother me, why did it used to bother my family when I used to stay in my room in my mother's house without bothering anyone? They will die without seeing me again. 

Possible

Is it possible that some people don't realize when they are doing something wrong? 

Freedom

Yes I feel free. I have the freedom to do whatever I want as long as it is good and I have the freedom to go wherever I want to, I don't live in a prison, I am free. 

Indoor activities

Chatting, exercising, listening to music, watching movies and series, reading 

Savages

When I was in high school a computer teacher used to share quotes with the class daily. Quotes have to be shared with students in this country daily like that teacher used to do. That will help them be better human beings and stop them from acting like savages.